after seeing those posts. i m like just starting to wonder more. sometimes, it jus confuses me to noe if they are really standing by me. i trust them as much as i trust others. but i dunno y. they can dislike me. (which of cos is wad i most wish not to see) but i dun see why relatives are less close than friends. i seriously dun see y. i always believe that they shld stand by u closer, even if the ones u confide to are your frens. even if u end up choosing to tell ur frens, they shld always be ready to stand by you, to always be like a close fren, who can lend a listening ear. is it because the fact that we are relatives that we cannot be as close as frens? where's the logic! if so, its really forcing me to say that i rather choose to be ur fren. i m nt trying to be selfish. listen. if u ever see this. the reason i will say this is because i TRUST you. i really trust you. my heartfelt words. maybe it isnt that strong. but its my most sincere wishes. i dun wish to be biased towards anione. dats y i treat everyone the same. but your actions jus hurt me. ok. i dun ask for ur understanding. but i jus seriously hp dat u will jus know wad i wan u to noe. i cant change your mindset. but if dat really happens. i will be the one who is erally sad. i jus cant understnad. u can say all those tins. but y arent u showing it, esp to smone so close? i jus dun understand...
this post is emotional. so i ask for forgiveness if it ever hurts anione. sry.
<3 4:43 AM;
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