Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

okies. forgot to add on one pt. hahas. went to market on thurs. den bought quite a few tins. mom asked me buy fruits. but cannot tear the plastic bag. den gt ppl laugh at me. hahas. honestly. i tink my pose when trying to pull the plastic bag was funny. was like so embarrased. imagine lah. cant pull the plastic bag out. lol. well. bought two 1.5 litres of green tea. hahas. long time no drink le. so well. gt offer too. so i was like struggling hm. den in the lift, there's a maid hu told a little girl" see jie jie go grocery" den i lol. den she asked me how come nv bring trolley cos de bottles were heavy. n i bought quite a lot of other stuffs too. including my bro's lunch. think dats my bor lunch. cos its rather late but he still v v hungry.

well. ytd in sch. when taking attendance. my form teacher called my name. den i raised up my hand. den he looked at me. den i was shocked, cos he was like staring wif no expression at me. so i raised my hand higher, tinking dat he angry cos i nv raise high enough. den he still remained the same. i was like blur blur den look at my fren, dunno wad i did wrong. den he said. "eunice. u gt a face of innocence" den i was so embarrased when everyone laughed. lol. well. den during badminton on fri. made sm new frens. i actually found one of my first team mate quite gd. as in we really coordinated well together. yah. cos we playing doubles. he also v funny though he didnt speak much. den there's this guy. hu came in wif his fren after dat. 3 vs 3 ppl lah. so its like he n his fren v pro. both use left hands. n played wif one hand. as in put one hand behind their back. yups. its like de guy in my team hit the shuttlecock so hard. for me, no matter how i try. is like v diff. although to me i hit v hard le. my bro often says so too. lol. so well. he so pro lah. n noe wad. hahas. he's frm NP. lol. well. anw. we played many times. n made more frens as we played wif diff ppl. oh de "we" is my fren n i hu wanted join badminton. well. yups. so there's this SJI guy dat keeps spinning after he hit one time. so its like my fren (the one hu teamed up wif me for my first game-mentioned in above text) called him "funny beast" lol. weird lah. tink is funny beast lah. onli managed to rmb the wd "beast". lol. well. after dat de SJI guy teamed up wif us. den de SJI guy de fren came along n suaned him abt his gf in MI. lol. den he fen xin, missed a lot of times. den we keep laughing. but well. he came onto my team lah. den cos all attack him. so me n my fren(same team) nv do anitin but jus stand there laugh. cos he keep running abt. den he started to complain dat we nv do anitin n bully him. LOL.=) den he v tired den go rest le. hahas. so funny lah. keep saying we bully him. lol.

well. today fell down lor. hahas. outside Macs in J8. den so embarrased. gt one woman gt a shocked den screamed out "aiyo" den i was like "i nvm. nvm." den quickly walk away. so scary. okies. but kinda feel bad for the woman to get a shock n wry abt me. well. this few days keep tripping. getting a little too clumsy le. lol. next time ani of u see me fall ar. DUN laugh k. i will paiseh de. lol. kkz. yahs. its like my ph kena scratched and almost had my left ankle sprained. den actually on the way to tuition. is like i couldn't press de bell in the bus. den instead of pushing the button in. i pushed myself away frm the bell! lol. den i sort of like try lah. so embarrasing. i was like bending down my head. oh for those hu dun understand. its those bells by de window there. cos i long time nv press those kind le. so well. lol. when i told Jamie, she was like laughing. lol. den was like she eating ice-cream. so she was like " dun make me cannot eat" LOL. well. she was like "den y u dun press other bells?" lol. well. didnt tell her y though. lol. so paiseh. lol. besides its nt really like de bell's stuck or smtin. lol.

went library to find for bks for my project today. its like on work-life imbalance. so i was like looking thru parenting bks etc. so paiseh lah. hahas. cos gt adults look at me. lol. yah. actually found de bks too thick. so well. took two related bks instead. but borrowed two other story bks. wanted sci fic lah. nvm. can go again. hahas. realised dat Bishan library gt a huge collection of my mom's favourite author de bks. lol. well. found out dat this time de new machines quite gd. cos my ez-link card nt easy scan de. this one first time can. even put a lot of times also. cos i also gt got check my fine. but realised gt sm probs. cos the v last time de fine pay le. but smhow nt cancelled. so checked wif the couter librarians. dats where my card couldnt be scanned. lol. well. its like dat de. always waste a lot of time. n smtimes effort when i cant borrow bks. (but finally will can de la) lol. well. yah. den so no choice. have to pay lor. mom said nvm cos 90cents onli. but i worried dat still nt cancelled again. so haiz. wad to do. lol.

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