Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Friday, April 28, 2006

talking abt yesterday. haiz. nvm i will elaborate on it further later. talk abt wed first.

wed.
woke up. sick. planned to see doc first den go sch. reached sch in taxi at abt 905. security guard stopped me. asked me y i late. told him dat i went to docs. reported to another security guard. she asked me to report my attendence in GO. so i went there. at GO, saw a clerk. she talking on phone. den Ms Chan came. den clerk talked to Ms Chan. while waiting, my neighbour and her frens brought an unwell fren to report to go hm. Ms Chan n clerk scolded them of rudeness cos they eager to go. dunno lah. they jus wanna let their fren rest i tink. aniwae. clerk den attended to me, giving me a red form of "Latecoming" filled it up, den i asked clerk wad to do. she was shocked n ask me i sec wad. she was like " sec 4 still dunno. go to security guard n give it to them." den i replied" huh. i nv late b4". den she said dat she saw me late b4. huh?! k nvm. den i made the trip back to the guard. she was shocked at the sight of the form. i didnt noe y. den went back to class late.
later dat day, after sch, went to have 3rd round of injections. this time nt in the "injections rm" or wadever u call dat. well. better i tink. got effect. itchness n great pain. omg! yah. went hm late le, cos waited for taxi very long.

Fri(yesterday)
kena suspension! shocked. i was like "wad did i do?!" k i went to report to suspension corner. no one. looked around. teachers all talking. saw disciplinary master. dun dare ask him. ask one of the councillor. she said to ask me to ask Mr Thana, but he was then caning smone. omg. k.. so i went back to class, cos councillor also said can ask Ms Ong. disciplinary mistress. hey i didnt noe dat lor. so rmb dat then was her period. k. waited fer her in class. she came late. first time. dunno lah. den asked her. could see dat she pretty busy. after class den ask her. i was like "HUH. i have to report fer suspension le lah" but she said she will help me. so i had chem. haha. den after class. she hurrying to another class. i rushed after her, asking her how. she said to find the teacher hu gave me detension first. omg. i dunno hu. even Denise n Stephanie hu told me abt my suspension dunno which teacher gave me dat. so waited till Mr Choo's period. wanted to go wif Ann Ling to see Mr Thana, but Mr Choo asked her to go back class to ask my class to go to another rm. den Mr Choo helped me find Mr Thana, but he nt in office. went back to class to get my stuff to change rm. saw Mr Thana on the way. wanted to ask. but he being tour guide of sm vistors. so haiz. like dat lor. recess go wif Mr Choo find him again. cannot. haiz. dragged so long le. omg. den after sch again. haiz. i was like where got such tin one. i go sch whole day le. no need serve le lah. den Denise n Stephanie told me dat nt serving suspension leads to having to serve double suspension. den if still dun serve double suspension den suspended frm sch. haiz. now still big headache. Mr Choo say will settle fer me. haiz. till now i still dunno settle le mah. nt dat i dun trust Mr Choo, but finding Mr Thana is a big prob. haiz.

for those hu dun understand-
cos i was late on wed. filled in the red form was the form fer detention. n i didnt noe dat. so i didnt turn up fer detention on thurs. so fri got suspension lor.

an add-on to the post for fri. James tried to help me, but upon realisation dat i signed the detention form. he couldnt do anitin. cos y. i didnt noe dat appeal form is yellow in colour. wad the. i feel so dumb. creating so much trouble fer myself n others, especially Mr Choo n Ms Ong.

to be honest, my mom feels dat appealing can valid onli once a yr is nt gd. yah. me too. cos smone can be late cos of bus breakdown. n the next time, may forget to bring his or her nametag. yah. haiz. dunno lah. jus feel dat its rather unfair.

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