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Tuesday, November 22, 2005


haiz... remember liao... haiz... cant imagine i actually forgot... haiz...

i jus bought a hamster on sat... k.. a cute one... haiz... a different species frm wat my bro bought... but same breed... i dun understand lor.. within the 45 mins of testing out.. they didnt fight... but in the end, when i went hm... (cos since we saw dat they nv fight, so we bought one tank) haiz.. they fought.. at first not so minor.... but the next day, i found out dat my hamter seemed to be extremely terrified of my bro's hamster... really terrified... i was sos worried fer it.. haiz.. when i came back at nite after dinner, i saw them fighting again... haiz... my bro was not at hm at dat time.. he went to slpover at my cousin's hse... haiz... i knew dat everytime the hamsters fought, my hamster will "lose"....haiz...i dun wan to use the term "lose" lah k..haiz.. but honestly, i was so worried, so i ask my mom to take fer me the fish tank and the scissors, while i keep watch over my hamster...haiz... but jus dat spilt second when my mom asked me whether the scissors was suitable, my bro's hamster went to attack my hamster again, and this time, i tried to separate them, but failed... haiz.. in the end, my dad had to pull them apart....haiz... now my hamster is recuperating frm its injuries... haiz... i dun understand y my bro's hamster mus frighten my hamster.... haiz.... my hamster got badly injured by her too....haiz.......

i guess its all my fault... cos i didnt separate them earlier... haiz.... n if onli dat split second... if i didnt turn away.... haiz...... i wanted to bring my hamster to the vet, but i have nv seen a vet nor a clinic fer pets... haiz... so i went to ask my mom, but she said dat there's no vet fer hamster... haiz.. i dunno lah... its jus so weird.... haiz....... i dunno is it my fault dat i bought a different species... haiz.... i m jus so confused and worried now...

praying hard...

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