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Sunday, September 11, 2005


lol.. sorrie lah.. nv update fer a very long time... i noe its very long.. now lets see...

hmm... the wk passed rather fast... but lucky not much hmwk.... wah... but so much happened... haiz... argued wif herm.. smone for dunno how long... wah... can die arh... touch wood arh.... haiz...

honestly, being a yr head is not so simple... i like my post very much n i enjpy being a yr head... but when i was a cadet... i didnt noe dat behind the scenes....our yr head will face so much problems... i m sure that all yr heads will meet smtin wrong..... haiz....

i m so disappointed wif the sec 2s... so worried for them... haiz... honestly.... it did really pained me when i saw them like dat... i m not saying dat they r bad or have attitude probs... but, i m really worried dat i will not do a gd job n be a gd nco... haiz...

haiz... n communicating wif my ic is also a very difficult job..... haiz..

CY seems to be so positive.... even when Jamie said dat she felt like throwing up blood when she taught the sec 2s... n felt dat the sec1s were better... dat she have the type of feeling dat the cadets learn smtin, when she was wif the sec 1s.... haiz.... n he can say dat the sec 2s r jus acting cool... haiz... i noe... but its really very difficult to tell... honestly.... wif all my heart.... i can say dat they really have the potential in them.... the potential to prove to others dat they can do it..... dat they can be a gd cadet.... dat they can be outstanding cadets and leaders..... haiz... i dunno y i m so disappointed wif them.... n dat i m realli scared dat i will not be a gd leader to them...... haiz..... CY n i r also trying to get all of them to increase their liking and interest for NP..... haiz....

i realli wish dat all of the cadets can get the chance to show off their inner talents as soon as possible.... sec 2s :
all the ncos r helping u all
remember our common goal: To Be A United Squad :)

haiz.... smtin's realli worrying me..... WILL I EVER BE HAPPY?

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