i am sad, lonely. Miserable.. u think it was great to skiip training, but i dun think so. this competition made me feel disappointed. not beocs of the unfairness of the game. they made us play wif the bois. not becos we did not put in the effort n the determination, we did, we tried.
it's becos that this competition did not leave an impression in me. even if we did badly. there was nothing. no teamspirit was achieved. nothing. at least during the campcraft com, i felt something. even when we did not win. team. the team. this time was totally a waste of money. a waste of time.
i m not angry becos we put in the effort to practice n in the end we got nothing. i dunno. i did lots of reflections on the way bac. i felt like crying. but there's none to listen to my sorrows. lonely.
on the way home, i saw this dog. he was also alone. like me. it followed me home. but it was a pity i couldnt take it home.
called my parents. informed them i was home. got the message that they were actually waiting 4 me at zhss. that sparked off. i cried. how many mistakes can one make in a day? y let me parents wait. i should have returned to zh. but i couldnt face it. i needed time to think.
so now im here... feeling nothing. i think it's for me to eat.
<3 2:32 AM;
You're the one
Eunice Yen aka Ah Ma
7th November
CHIJ- Our Lady of Good Counsel
1 Faith, 2 Faith, 3 Faith, 4 Faith, 5 Charity, 6 Charity
Swimming, Computer Club, Think Plus Club
Zhonghua Secondary School
1E2, 2E2, 3E2, 4E2
NPCC
Millennia Institute
07S18
Badminton
Yishun Junior College
CTG 113, 213, 214 '09
Guitar Ensemble, Photography Society
